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Only Mostly Devastated
- Narrated by: Mark Sanderlin
- Length: 7 hrs and 48 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Teen & Young Adult, Literature & Fiction
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Summary
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- Roo Buffey
- 21-06-22
I cried 😭
great tension between the two characters, the ending was a bit basic but I still cried
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- SPT
- 22-05-22
A joy from start to finish
Thoroughly enjoyed this book - would recommend as a great read/listen. Well developed characters and a heartwarming romance.
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- Sebastian
- 06-08-21
Bland story, excellently narrated
The story is a rather generic YA story about the high school romance between an out gay teen who loves music and a closeted jock who loves sports. It’s not bad, and it’s well written, but the plot is very generic and bland. The narration however is excellent, Mark Sanderlin nails all the voices and it’s a delight to listen to.
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- Anonymous User
- 03-02-21
Beautiful coming of age story.
Classic moving to the small City story and falling in love with the popular sporty guy - which I thought might be kinda dull, but I loved every second of it.
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- Valentine74
- 24-01-21
Loved it
I've already read the book and loved it. Mark Sanderlin is perfect as the narrator of Olli.