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Total Chaos

By: Nikki Ash
Narrated by: Sarah Puckett, Teddy Hamilton
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Summary

From USA Today best-selling author Nikki Ash comes a runaway-bride friends-to-lovers rock-star romance....

Kendall

My life has been an endless loop of heartache and breakup songs.

I’ve lived in fear that I’m broken and will never find the kind of love that would piece me back together into something whole.

When my boyfriend proposes, I say yes, desperate for an easy fix. For a super-glue solution.

But on the day of my wedding, when my dad tells me to follow my heart, it doesn’t lead me down the aisle. Instead, it takes me straight to Declan Pierce’s car—where I crash his road trip.

The more time we spend together, the more he shows me it’s okay to be broken.

With him, lyrics aren’t just words on paper. Promises aren’t just whispers in the dark. And having a few cracks...well, they help the light come through.

Declan

I’ve had feelings for my best friend’s sister for as long as I can remember. Watching her jump from guy to guy, I’ve been biding my time, waiting for the right moment to tell her. And then she does something I never thought she’d do...she gets engaged.

This is the part where I’m starting to accept that the woman I love will never be mine. Until she jumps into my car in her wedding gown and tells me to floor it.

With Kendall in my passenger seat and the past in the rearview mirror, I plan to do whatever it takes to show her that she doesn't need super glue. She needs to find the beauty in the cracks.

©2023 Nikki Ash (P)2023 Pink Flamingo Productions

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This series is everything. ❤️

The excellent narration completely does this book justice. I’ve mentioned before that I usually shy away from rock-star romances, but this series has had me listening into the wee hours.

Kendall has settled. Settled in her life, settled when she accepted her boyfriend’s proposal. On her wedding day, she flees and follows her heart for once. She runs to Declan, her brother’s best friend, and they take of in his car.

Declan is tired of being side-lined, and needs to prove that love with Kendall can be real, exciting, and comforting at the same time.

Like the rest of the books in this series, these characters feel like real people who make mistakes, but can grow and strive to be better, happy, and fulfilled. Highly recommend.

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Friends To Lovers Rockstar Romance

Total Chaos by Nikki Ash is a friends to lovers rockstar romance that I listened to on audio narrated by Sarah Puckett and Teddy Hamilton. This is the third book in the Love and Lyrics series.

I absolutely love Nikki's books! I can't help but binge them in one sitting. I loved the relationship that bloomed between Kendall and Declan. I really enjoyed getting both of their points of views throughout the book. It really brought the story to life.

I can't wait for the next book in the series Bleeding Chaos to be released on March 23, 2023, so I can get Gage and Sadie's story.

Sarah and Teddy did a great job on the narration. I look forward to listening to more of their work in the future.

I would recommend this book if you like friends to lovers romances, rockstar romances, runaway brides, or contemporary romances.


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Beautiful Chaos! Amazing Story & Narration🎧

I am loving Nikki Ash’s “Love & Lyrics” series, the characters and storylines have been amazing and so is the world she built surrounding the members of the band, “Raging Chaos” and their families. Each book in the series features a different member of the band and is just as amazing as the other, best to be enjoyed in order written. This third book Declan Pierce, Raging Chaos’ bassist, he has had a crush on his friend and bandmate Camden’s older sister for as long as he could remember. Kendall has her own music career and we’ve seen her make appearances in the first two books. He never thought he stood a chance with her, never thought she even looked at him in any other way than her brother’s friend, but they got closer over the years. Now she was engaged to get married so he will never get his chance, but she confides in him she was not happy with her fiancé, Kyle, and will call off the wedding. The two spent an amazing night together, and she left to go end things with her fiance, except he never knows if that happened or not because he gets a call that she was in a serious accident and in the hospital. When Kendall wakes she has no memory of the past few months, including the night she spent with Declan and that she was going to break up with Kyle. She recovers from her injuries and the wedding is a go, though she is questioning if she is doing the right thing up to the day of the wedding and the smartest thing she did was escape the church and make a run for it. Declan had been outside contemplating going inside, it would have been torture to watch her marry another man. He said nothing to Kendall about their night together, he was uncertain if it would have made a difference. I think he was hoping she would remember it and come to her senses, which happened. He was planning some time away after her wedding and she joins him so she could stay away from the aftermath she left behind. Kendall and Declan were great together and for each other, both beautifully broken and their pieces fit together. But life was not finished screwing with Kendall, she finds out she is pregnant and she is certain it is Kyle’s, Kendall and Declan’s love affair was doomed once again. I loved how everything played out in this gripping and wonderfully plotted story, it has the perfect balance of drama, angst, heartfelt emotions, and steamy romance. Nikki Ash, thank you for another amazing story and emotional rollercoaster ride, I am looking forward to hearing Gage’s story.

🎧📚🎧 And the exceptional narration, Sarah Puckett and Teddy Hamilton did an amazing job bringing these characters and their story to life. They had a complete understanding of the characters they were portraying and were believable in every role they played. Hamilton rocked it as Declan, playing the swoon worthy rockstar with perfection, grasping every side of her personality and Puckett did the same for Kendall. As always, both were great performing the roles of the secondary characters too. They set the perfect tone for the story, captured all the character’s emotions and projected them into their performance and have you feeling every single one. These entertaining storytellers are versatile voice artists and a pleasure to listen to. Thank you for another amazing listen.

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Such a great listen

The narrators were amazing. They brought the dialogue and story to another dimension of richness. I enjoyed the series. I love the characters. This story was just exactly right for the characters. A great listen.

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Beautiful Rockstar Romance!

Total Chaos was an enjoyable rockstar romance listen! I have really enjoyed the characters throughout this series but I feel you could definitely enjoy this one as a standalone. Kendall had my heart and I just wanted to hug her with how she felt throughout life. Declan was a very charming character who had loved Kendall from afar for years. Her happiness is all he wanted even if it hurt. They didn't have an easy journey but I truly enjoyed their journey to get their HEA.

Sarah Puckett and Teddy Hamilton were fantastic narrating Kendall and Declan. Their voices meshed well together and they really made me feel like I was there with the characters feeling every emotion. Teddy narrating a rockstar is one of my favorite listens!

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Good

Strong characters, good story, and the flow over the series is excellent. Loving it so far.

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Sarah & Teddy for the win🎤🏆

Sarah freaking Puckett delivers a beautiful (slightly heartbreaking) performance as Kendall. Total Chaos is is a fantastic story of two friends finding their way from friendship to forever…even though Kendall thinks she’s not capable of forever…,Declan has always pictured Kendall as his future and now that he has the chance he won’t let her run away.

You guys! Teddy as perfect as Dec—the polite rockstar with a wicked dirty mouth and a heart that’s open to love. Mmm his tone & tenor perfectly complement Sarah’s sultry Kendall.

I need Gage’s story asap🖤

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Best in series so far

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I enjoyed this one the best so far in the series. I loved their whole relationship and how it was so easy for them in ways but not others.

Loved whole situation they had going on. I thought at times she acted a little younger than she is but it didn’t ruin the story for me.

Easy to listen to.

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Beautiful

This was absolutely beautiful, I’ve been dying for Declan to get his girl and watching their romance blossom was amazing.

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Loved this story and narration

I loved Declan and Kendall. Both have their insecurities and their HEA wasn’t easy but this story was full of heart. A friends to lovers romance, it was so well done. It was my first look into this series and I have already downloaded the other books in the series because I’m such a fan on the characters.

I listened to the audiobook with Sarah Puckett and Teddy Hamilton. Not that these two could ever do wrong, in my opinion, but they were perfectly cast! Sarah’s beautiful sweet voice infused with emotion and Teddy’s gruff but smooth voice was amazing. And then they played all the characters perfectly! 🎧audiobookobsessionreviewer, TheFlock

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