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  • If He Had Been with Me

  • By: Laura Nowlin
  • Narrated by: Gina Rogers
  • Length: 8 hrs and 37 mins
  • 4.0 out of 5 stars (251 ratings)

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If He Had Been with Me

By: Laura Nowlin
Narrated by: Gina Rogers
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Summary

An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA best seller is perfect for fans of Kasie West, All the Bright Places, and Dear Evan Hansen.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different....

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.

Autumn has her boyfriend, Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways....

©2013, 2019 Laura Nowlin (P)2020 Tantor
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Wouldn’t recommend but not terrible

Quite cliche and overrated. You know how it ends from the beginning and it’s a story that’s been told before with cliche characters. Not terrible but not great in my opinion.

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Predictable

Good book but predictable storyline and a bit slow at times. Overall I’d give it 3/5

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This books ending is a must

nah like I don't cry from books but this had me sobbing in the end like-

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Loved it

I have had if in my wish list for a while and I now decided to read it. And I’m sad that I didn’t have faith in it. I absolutely loved loved loved it. It’s a book that will stay with me.
Must read !!

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The length of the story

Not my usual genre . Was ok but went on too long .I was getting bored but stuck it out to the end

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Didn’t live up to expectation

After seeing a lot of really good reviews on social media, I thought this would be a good read. The story line in my opinion dragged on, leading to the inevitable ending (I am usually clueless to predicting how things will end but it was blatantly obvious)

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One of the best books I’ve ever read

One of the best books I have ever read/listened to. The last half an hour had me sobbing absolutely perfect

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Sobbing

Short chapters which I love, fast paced and super emotional. If your in the mood to cry this is the book for you

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Very good

This was a great story and I was gripped. The narrater was a little monotone but that not to say she didn’t do a good job.

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Was ok

Story was ok ending was bit of a mixed bag I could see it coming .

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