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  • If He Had Been with Me

  • By: Laura Nowlin
  • Narrated by: Gina Rogers
  • Length: 8 hrs and 37 mins
  • 4.0 out of 5 stars (116 ratings)
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If He Had Been with Me

By: Laura Nowlin
Narrated by: Gina Rogers
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Summary

An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA best seller is perfect for fans of Kasie West, All the Bright Places, and Dear Evan Hansen.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different....

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other. 

Autumn has her boyfriend, Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around. 

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways....

©2013, 2019 Laura Nowlin (P)2020 Tantor

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I cried for several hours

I really liked this book but sometimes the story was to slow but it is worth it!

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underwhelmed

booktok had me believing this was a "must read." I dunno. meh. The ending utterly underwhelmed me.

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This book!!!

It broke and I’ll never be the same again.
I highly recommend this book to everybody.

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The love they have

Reading it more than once is more heartbreaking then reading it for the first time or listening to it life is cruel wether it’s in a book or in real life and this book taught me that, Finn and autumn are the most complex heartbreaking people I have met but I love them either way even when they are foolish not to know the other person clearly loves the other.

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Awful. Like it’s been written by a GCSE student

This book is awful. Honestly felt like a GCSE English assignment. It was so badly written I couldn’t even finish it. Heard good things but honestly, it as terrible

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Enjoyable and kept me wanting more

Everytime I put this book down I found myself picking it back up again wanting to find out what happened next

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Wouldn’t recommend but not terrible

Quite cliche and overrated. You know how it ends from the beginning and it’s a story that’s been told before with cliche characters. Not terrible but not great in my opinion.

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I loved it

I loved the whole story, at first it felt a little long, but towards the ending I understood that it was so worth it and the ending is not what I really expected.

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The book was okay.

As a 26 year old I thought the book was okay. Not worth the hype. Great book for teenagers!

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Fantastic

Really enjoyed listening to this book. Loved the story from start to finish and also all the characters. All different complexities of life in one book and had me sobbing at the end.

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