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No Going Home
- My True Story of Childhood Abuse and Escape
- Narrated by: Sophie Roberts
- Length: 8 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Biographies & Memoirs, Adventurers, Explorers & Survival
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- Michelle Love Lang
- 23-06-22
Confusing plot
I am a little confused about the purpose of this book. I mean it’s more like a memoir than a story of abuse. There was a part of the book that spoke of abuse but it didn’t even end with any dramatic conclusion—it just gradually ended. How humiliating would it be to be a mother and your daughter doesn’t ever tell you that her husband is a predator. Is the story supposed to make you feel bad for the man that turned into a predator because it seems like that was the point—obviously I don’t but it could have been better.
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- Kindle Customer
- 08-01-22
Audible stopped working after chapter 33
I’m upset the book stopped working after chapter 33 . Went to other books in my kindle and they work. Don’t know how else to let you know about this problem